January marks the start of a new year. Well, it feels the same to me probably because we're all in the same class again. Not to mention that my parents are giving me a lot of pressure on SPM. Yes, I know that I have to study but where do I find all the time to do so? I have so many commitments and I have to blame myself for having such poor time management skills. I tend to procrastinate ALL THE TIME. Ahhh so much pressure!
Besides that, I'm starting to feel that I'm drifting apart from my best friends. Not that I don't care about them, it's just that things don't feel the same anymore. Sometimes I feel that they don't understand me. Why can't they be understanding for once and just put themselves in my shoes? They'll know how much I truly care for them and sadly I'm just not good in expressing my thoughts. I just want to let them know that I really mean it when I said that I'm busy, and it's not just a stupid excuse to not hang out with you guys.
Sad stories aside, I've been spending a lot of time with one of my sisters lately. I think I'm really gonna miss her because she'll be going back to Adelaide soon. I even went karaoke with her the other day. I have to say, it was really different compared to karaoke-ing with my friends. I mean, we had fun singing our hearts out to songs like Someone Like You by Adele and many other Pitbull songs. Oh, did I mention that we're huge fans of Pitbull? Any Pitbull solos can easily drive us crazy!
I also had fun with my relatives during Chinese New Year. One of my cousin brothers who got married two years ago came to my house with his baby daughter in his hand. The baby was just too cute and I was asked to carry her. I actually freaked out for a moment knowing that I could hurt her fragile limbs, but the feeling of carrying her was amazing!
This month was certainly hectic but I'm still learning to adapt to my busy schedule.